Today I have finally sent out a couple of job applications – I have been planning to do this for so long and never got around to it. Ever since my (former?) superior/coworker found out about my depression (I got into a situation where I could not deny it) they haven’t needed me (or called [...]
In order not to get lost (which is easily achieved when there are four weeks of sweet nothing ahead of me) I think I’m going to plan out every single day (which I should be doing anyway , but my regular uni timetable usually does create a certain structure to hold on to, so planning [...]
Remember to plough through it, whatever it is. The busier you are, the less opportunities to stop and marvel at the pointlessness of all being pop up. It’s a solace to be heading towards something, right? I feel remorse about turning down both P and my dad tonight, especially P. Eight and a half hours [...]
Big brother is watching and someone is taking their job seriously. To ensure optimal productivity many (many many) sites are blocked, but come on, goodreads? On Friday I could surf it without a problem, today it is on the list of banned websites. Two and a half more days in this hell hole!
